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days of solitude ,,

2009-09-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

leaving day ,, the hardest part was saying goodbye to my friends ,,

it was hard but thats what i had to do ,,

bye bye guys see you after 4 months ,,

suddenly ( wow ,, i realise that its a long time ) ,,

i was about to cry when i found out ,,

airplane ,,, i was looking out the window during the take off ,,

seeing kuwait lights are getting smaller smaller and smaller ,,

as if someone is taking a big part of me away ,,

is it kuwait ? Or is it you ? Are you kuwait ! Maybe you are kuwait ! ,,

30 mins ,, thinking ,, and trying to sleep , but very hard to do ,,

so i look for the headset and turn on the t.v looking for something to watch ,,

hufff nothing to watch here !

Mako shaaay !!

Rotana 6arab was the only option ,,

i put my head back and close my eyes trying to sleep again ,,

UGH i cant stop thinking !

Faj2a the baby in the back starts screaming and crying ,

he'll stop now ! Now !! Now !!!

NOW !!!!!! , HE DIDNT ,, OMG ! I cant stand it ,, ill go and kill him now ,,

(( hey calm down ,, Hoooooossssaaaaaaaaa )) ,,

well ! That was good cuz i was about to kill him poor baby ,,

i took my pc and listen to some of my music ,,

starting to enjoy my time and music ,,

i look out the window ,,

i see the lights and streets of egypt ,,

it looks like its saying hi to me ,, well hi back at ya :D

well the landing was fine ,,

but thw air port was a mess !

Ohh well it a fact get over it !

On my way to my new house ,, the weather is amazingly beautiful ,

it took us one hour , cuz its a little far from the airport ,,

so i sat and enjoyed the weather and the funny ppl here ,,

Human VS . Pencil

2009-08-24T15:18:00.000-07:00

At the beginning, the creator of the pencil said: "There are 5 things I want you to know before I

send you to that world...remember them and you're going to be the best pencil ever..."

I. You'll be able to make a lot of great things in life but if you are at the hand of one of them.

II. You'll have a very painful sharp from a while to another, but that's very important to be a

better person.

III. You have the ability to erase all your mistakes.

IV. Always the important thing in you is what's inside you.

VII. No matter how the situations are, you have to complete writing...and you have to leave a

significant line, no matter how painful the situation is.

And so, the pencil understood what its creator has just said...it entered that box, prelude to go to

that world after it knew its creator's aim to his creation.

Now, place yourself on this pencil, remember those five things and do NOT forget them. And

you'll be the best pencil ever...

1- You'll be able to make a lot of great things, but only if you leave yourself on God's hand, and

let the humans means you for those talents that you have.

2- You're gonna have a painful sharping from a while to another, for those problems that you're

gonna be exposed of, but that's crucial to be a better person

3- You'll be able to erase your wrong actions and grow up through them.

4- The most important thing in you is always the thing that's inside you.

5- On any way you walk you have to leave a foot print, although what the situation is, you have

to serve God in everything.

Each one of us is a pencil, it been created for a special goal.By understanding and remembering,

let's complete our trip on this planet.Putting in our hearts a goal that has a very beautiful

meaning and has a daily relationship with our God. =)

cant stop thinking of you ,,

2009-06-20T16:11:00.000-07:00

,, thinking of you ,,

,, if you're happy at this moment ,,

,, hoping you're not upset or sad ,,

,, caring about every single thing that has to do with you ,,

,, and i know that you're not bad ,,

,, losing my mind when im with you ,,

,, so many things i cant even show ,,

,, maybe afraid or shay to show any of it ,,

,, never felt the way i feel now ,,

,, feels like somthing new ,,

,, dont know what to do ,,

,, cant stop thinking of you ,,

,, i think my heart beats for you ,,

,, or maybe the reason for living is you ,,

,, cuz all i think about is how much i love you ,,

( love you all .. Good Night )

Life goes on ..

2009-06-11T14:47:00.000-07:00

Life goes on,, no matter how you feel ,, or what you do ,,

Let’s say you are at work or someplace doing something,,

Your thinking of something that is bothering you so much,,

You are working and thinking,, you start feeling bad about what you are thinking of ,,

Then you stop doing what you are doing,, And start doing something else ( crying ) .

How long will it take?

15 minutes? Or 20 minutes? Fine

You won’t be crying for ever,,

You will stop crying somehow,,

Then you will continue doing what you were doing,,

It’s not the end of life just because you are feeling bad and crying or you have a problem,,

It’s not the end of life when you lose or gain,,

It’s always a beginning of a new life,, start all over again ,,

Enjoy planning for it.

Always be optimistic ;)

LIFE GOES ON ANY WAYS,, NO MATTER HOW YOU FEEL ,, OR WHAT YOU DO ,,

SO LIVE IT , MAKE THE BEST OF IT,AND ENJOY IT.

a little girls poem ..

2009-05-31T15:18:00.000-07:00

.. A brother ..

.. He is not like any other ..

.. A frnd when im in need ..

.. Like a father indeed ..

.. God bless him ..

.. I have a brother .

.. Who is not like any other ..

.. Lovely ..

.. Cuddely ..

.. Mad ..

.. Sensual ..

.. carring ..

.. And some times sad ..

.. So many things I'd love to add ..

.. Wish you know him ..

.. He is not bad .. :)

.. He is the most wonderful thing I'v ever had ..